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The Show Has Been Cancelled
HeavyHalfMoonBlade replied to Elder_Haman's topic in Wheel of Time TV Show
It's also not a coincidence that the books are famous for being slow, boring and meandering with fans of fantasy fiction in general. I love the books but you seem to be grinding out a rather odd narrative rather facing the facts. And if you are so interested in the books why are you not discussing them on these boards rather than only the show? -
Faile is SO toxic! (The Shadow Rising)
HeavyHalfMoonBlade replied to JeffreyBoring's topic in Wheel of Time Books
It is nice to hear others ideas on characters as I find Faile completely contrary. She has positive points definitely, but I also cannot help hold it against her that she is so deeply involved in the "we love nobles really" personality change of the whole Two Rivers. I've no idea why Jordan made them all so eager to throw away their proud independence. -
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HeavyHalfMoonBlade replied to Ithillian Turambar's topic in Community Games
OK I'll change to a bit of meditation, that rarely seems to be a bad idea. -
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HeavyHalfMoonBlade replied to Ithillian Turambar's topic in Community Games
Though I am sure Nyra was, er, germinated ready, maybe we should ask, with a shared long look for the camera before the action scene. -
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Welcome to Dragonmount, Bodewhin, hope you have a great time here. Looking forward to discussing the books with you and hearing your thoughts 🙂
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I'll sign up for the DT and serve as a replacement if needed.
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[GAME OVER - TOWN WINS] Dragon and Swift
HeavyHalfMoonBlade replied to DPR's topic in DM Mafia Games
Thanks guys for all the kind and encouraging words. Sorry to have taken so long to reply but DM has been conspiring against me, lol. Really has been uplifting to hear that I am not quite as bad at Mafia as I feared and even more so to know that my efforts were not unappreciated. Perhaps my retirement announcement was premature, but I will be taking a break from playing for a bit. Sitting in on the wolves is an interesting offer, thank you for that and the idea. I won't take you up on it this time but that would certainly be interesting. Anyway thanks again, playing Mafia here has been a real rush for all that it has shredded my mental health at the same time, and it has been great getting to experience it all with you guys 🙂 -
I think Ishamael makes a stronger argument than Zen Rand. In circular time, doing better the next time makes zero difference. As that just means other people have to do worse to come back to the same starting point again. Ishamael makes a solid point though. In the Third Age and every Third Age an infinite number of Borderlanders will be abducted, including infants and children of all ages to be sexually violated, eaten and sacrificed to make Thakandar blades. Nothing Rand can do will ever stop this. It is eternal suffering, for what could be argued little point. This is what Ishamael wants to stop, as the Light can never win to make the suffering worthwhile.
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HeavyHalfMoonBlade replied to DPR's topic in DM Mafia Games
Maybe I'm getting my timelines wrong but I'm pretty sure Zombie Darthe was the second vote on my train and the prime motivation for me becoming the countertrain to Teph. After my claim, assassination and resurrection, I can see the point that no one is really going to vote a "confirmed" townie (as if anything was really confirmed in that game, lol) and it also made Peace look fairly scummy for how he wriggled about still being suss of me. But as I say, I am not complaining about the game, I'm talking about how I could not treat it as a game. It stimulates so many socializing parts of brain that I don't really use any more that I act like it is real. It feels real. I'm not sure I can ever change that. The feeling of betrayal is real, but it is after the whole point of the game. -
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HeavyHalfMoonBlade replied to DPR's topic in DM Mafia Games
Lol, he nearly got me lynched and probably got me shot. At least I can laugh about it now, hehe. -
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HeavyHalfMoonBlade replied to DPR's topic in DM Mafia Games
Thanks, Ithi [blue heart] But it is not about what happened in the thread, it is my reaction to it. I mean, I was really really angry. What would have happened if I had had a drink? Or already been on edge because of something else? Just in a couple of hours it went from at last seeming like I would have a good game, that my reads made sense, that there was a consensus that I was Town in the thread, and then *poof* it was all gone. And then when you and Darthe started working together, and it suddenly seemed possible your town read of me was just a wolf buddying up to me like Turin had done in Among Us, that felt really horrible. And it shouldn't, I should be thinking "well played, Ithi" if that was the case. And I get this is how the game goes, it's my reaction to it that is the problem. Like in the Among Us game, Cass was laughing with Lenlo about how scummy he had been when he was mislynching her in her sleep. I don't think I can ever get to that headspace, not at least without going through an incredible amount of emotional pain to come out on the other side. It is just too real for me. I guess at least I can now take Zander's crown of the most villagy villager ever to village, lol. Never randed wolf even once, lmao. -
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HeavyHalfMoonBlade replied to DPR's topic in DM Mafia Games
Thanks for the game everyone 🙂 It was interesting, lol. I think I'll be announcing my permanent retirement from mafia though. This was again fairly brutal for me. At least Town won this time, well done guys, though it had little to do with me. I felt to an extent that I had a good feel for what was going on, except for Ed he really threw me, but I guess getting shot will do that for you, lol. But Turin's "I wrote down random things" case, Dice's gotcha for not being emo enough (which he left up unexplained so skimmers, especially wolf skimmers could latch onto my "slip") and then zombie Darthe's "this is a wolf" declaration (which I am to understand was a ploy so the wolves would think you weren't on to them?) completely wrecked my standing in the thread and I will be honest left me absolutely livid. I was really angry. I am a really chill guy in real life but mafia just needles me in ways I don't have any defenses against. By the end I was consumed with paranoia. Why was Ithi working with Darthe? How did the Siren know Dice was going to interact with them? Why did Gud so overreact at a lighthearted joke? Every single player seemed completely untrustworthy. I would have been zero help had the endgame actually ended up needing any reads. I've noticed that some people seem to think my trigger is being told I'm not any good (presumably from my "stop hating on new players" spiel) but honestly I don't care at all about that. Don't like it much obviously, but facts are facts, lol. What I find so triggering is the alienation, being excluded, the helplessness and sense of inadequacy that comes from no one listening and even if they did you don't have a clue what is going on. I get that enough in real life. Not wanting to make an AtE, but I spend Christmas, birthdays, my kids' birthdays, etc., alone. I live in a country where I don't have any friends and I don't speak the language very well. I've watched my entire life crumble around me and look back over 47 years of failure and bad choices that have left me with pretty much nothing. No career, no money, no friends, and no right to see my kids. So playing a game where complete isolation is a recurring theme has just not worked out for me. I hoped it might be like some kind of exposure therapy, but it just rubs me too raw, and being everyone's favourite distractionary target as I'm so emo and no one listens to me if I get poked as everyone "knows" its only OMGUS, it is just never going to be a winning combination. But thanks for playing with me, and all the kind words and all the help that was given to me. It really just is the nature of the game. I can argue that perhaps some people relish the toxicity perhaps a little too much, but it is just a game and it is my issue that I cannot emotionally distance myself enough. Which is a shame as I have had a lot of fun around the anguish, and it has been really fun getting to know such legends of Dragonmount. Something of a dream come true for me. So thanks for everything, guys 🙂 -
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HeavyHalfMoonBlade replied to Ithillian Turambar's topic in Community Games
See I told you this was a good idea lol. Lets make up a new weave on the fly. Or 1 or 2, I guess. -
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HeavyHalfMoonBlade replied to DPR's topic in DM Mafia Games
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HeavyHalfMoonBlade replied to DPR's topic in DM Mafia Games
Lol, regarding the times I cannot add 5+7 lol. Ithi and Turin are in British Summer Time, which is UTC+1, I'm in Central European Summer Time, which is UTC+2, and EST is UTC-5. So unless I still cannot add then it is midnight for me which should be fine. -
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HeavyHalfMoonBlade replied to DPR's topic in DM Mafia Games
Is there anything in particular that stops you from giving times in UTC? Sheesh. That is 2am for me, at least if it is also 1am for Ithi and Turin and I've not made a mistake calculating lol. That should be fine. -
I am not pretending that media has not hamfistedly been used to bludgeon all sorts of messages. My point is merely that what I feel should be under discussion is the details of the show and not any supposed agenda, not least as this is not a political forum, but I think we should also be able to agree that the moral of the story (like Prince Adam telling us kids why He-man was beating up the bad guys each week) doesn't dictate the quality of the show. Like, in a fairly bizarre example, in the King and I, what the governess teaches the children (about freedom in the film (i.e., US values) but discipline (i.e., British Empire values) in the book) is not what makes the film a classic or not, or be the sole judge of whether someone enjoyed it.
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You are confusing turnings of the Wheel and the Flickerverse, from my understanding. I'm not an infallible source of information, but I'm pretty sure of this. The Flickerverse are like quantum worlds where every alternate reality exists, but the further from the true reality they are the less real they are. Unreliable narrator notwithstanding, we are specifically told the Dark One being imprisoned is a constant in all worlds, one of only two. But even in worlds where the Trollocs win the Trollocs wars for example, that doesnt affect reality. There are worlds with every outcome except the Dark One breaking free.
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HeavyHalfMoonBlade replied to Ithillian Turambar's topic in Community Games
Yeah I had a discussion post that was forbidden thanks to quotation marks, removed them and it was fine. But it has been a huge improvement on yesterday. And you need practice using your words anyway, Ithi, Lolololol *hides* -
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This thread is clearly talking about not about the show but about the discussions and interest around it. And that includes negative criticism. But this is exactly the point I am making. Look at these people who have not bothered to correctly read the OP or the responses to it but see this as another opportunity to be negative about the show. It is telling that even when talking about all the content created around the show, all the discussions with people who enjoyed the show, those that thought it was flawed and those that hated it, we can see many people here who are so set in their opinions that they learned nothing from all of this, they are not even willing to discuss and learn from those that they agree with, it is a blanket the books are good and cannot be questioned and the show is bad. As expat points out, we are talking about years of discussion, years of reading other people's perspectives. And yet to some this is purely about campaigning against a certain type of politics they don't like.
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A debate does not consist of shouting your opinion loudly over the top of others. Nor is it arguing your subjective opinion is objective fact. To debate, to argue means to be willing to change your position on your opponents arguments. If there is nothing that could possibly ever change your mind you are talking about a shouting match, not a discussion.