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Dice also appears to be interested
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@shad that’s 3 more, can we send it with 11?
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SinisterDeath
Verbal32
Leelou
HeavyHalfMoonBlade
spec thread 2 big.
play woof
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Hey friends, this is a good time to decide you’ll play after all so we can slank together in teh mafia goodness.
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I'm in.
Here are my conditions:
I will do very little. I will request clarifications. I will suck hard and ruin everything.
Deal?
A convo with Ithi made me realise playing good doesn't matter, but playing itself can be fun. So I'm just gonna do what I can for whatever team I roll and everything else can get in the bin.
I invite everyone else who is dipping out due to time commitments and burn out etc to reevaluate why they don't want to play. Likely because you feel you can't honour the game with your regular high standards?
Play like crap it doesn't matter life is short vote Ed.
V I B E S mafia is whatever you want it to be.
These parameters are… acceptable.
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I feel called out
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It’s heartwarming to see how nice you all are the instant the game is over 😛
cause you’re real jerks in game lol
- HeavyHalfMoonBlade, Gudrean, ed2funy and 1 other
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Lol, he nearly got me lynched and probably got me shot. At least I can laugh about it now, hehe.
TBH I was trying to. I appreciate Ithi giving me more credit than I deserve but I figured if I kept leaning into the read of you and was wrong about peace that they’d kill you to set up a lynch on me.
lol me?
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Thanks for the game everyone 🙂 It was interesting, lol.
I think I'll be announcing my permanent retirement from mafia though. This was again fairly brutal for me. At least Town won this time, well done guys, though it had little to do with me. I felt to an extent that I had a good feel for what was going on, except for Ed he really threw me, but I guess getting shot will do that for you, lol. But Turin's "I wrote down random things" case, Dice's gotcha for not being emo enough (which he left up unexplained so skimmers, especially wolf skimmers could latch onto my "slip") and then zombie Darthe's "this is a wolf" declaration (which I am to understand was a ploy so the wolves would think you weren't on to them?) completely wrecked my standing in the thread and I will be honest left me absolutely livid. I was really angry. I am a really chill guy in real life but mafia just needles me in ways I don't have any defenses against. By the end I was consumed with paranoia. Why was Ithi working with Darthe? How did the Siren know Dice was going to interact with them? Why did Gud so overreact at a lighthearted joke? Every single player seemed completely untrustworthy. I would have been zero help had the endgame actually ended up needing any reads.
I've noticed that some people seem to think my trigger is being told I'm not any good (presumably from my "stop hating on new players" spiel) but honestly I don't care at all about that. Don't like it much obviously, but facts are facts, lol. What I find so triggering is the alienation, being excluded, the helplessness and sense of inadequacy that comes from no one listening and even if they did you don't have a clue what is going on. I get that enough in real life. Not wanting to make an AtE, but I spend Christmas, birthdays, my kids' birthdays, etc., alone. I live in a country where I don't have any friends and I don't speak the language very well. I've watched my entire life crumble around me and look back over 47 years of failure and bad choices that have left me with pretty much nothing. No career, no money, no friends, and no right to see my kids. So playing a game where complete isolation is a recurring theme has just not worked out for me. I hoped it might be like some kind of exposure therapy, but it just rubs me too raw, and being everyone's favourite distractionary target as I'm so emo and no one listens to me if I get poked as everyone "knows" its only OMGUS, it is just never going to be a winning combination.
But thanks for playing with me, and all the kind words and all the help that was given to me. It really just is the nature of the game. I can argue that perhaps some people relish the toxicity perhaps a little too much, but it is just a game and it is my issue that I cannot emotionally distance myself enough. Which is a shame as I have had a lot of fun around the anguish, and it has been really fun getting to know such legends of Dragonmount. Something of a dream come true for me.
So thanks for everything, guys 🙂
This was hard to read friend. Your life is obviously way more important than our silly political game, so you’ve gotta do what is right for you. Fwiw I’ve been impressed with you since last game where you kicked my ass. You have strong natural talents and the experiences you’re going through are part of the hill I think a lot of new players have to climb when ramping into this game. It’d be a shame to see you step away from something you’re good at and are rapidly being accepted into the circle of, but your health and happiness are the only thing that matters. If this isn’t good for you, I hope to still see you around in dead threads or perhaps even modding. If you decide to change your mind I’d like to hydra with you in the next game you’re willing to play.
on another note:
This isn’t at all important but, since it’s a point of discussion here: I thought you were a wolf for about half of the day where we butted heads and when I figured it out I kept with it, hoping that being wrong in thread would be enough to let me survive (I get NKd a lot) and parrot Ithi. Tbh I played awfully as town this game, both lives, and was pretty selfish about my reads for a while there. I suspect I need to be more of a role player and less of a leader given where I’m at IRL, as I just am not giving this game the thought it deserves to perform at a high level and people know me too well to fall for my trick bag.
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Thank you for the game Mr Pirate.
Sorry for being a Debbie Downer when Darthe 1.0 got killed. I did have fun in the end 🙂
🙂 You missed me that much huh
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berf - SympTurin - Siren
peace - Anti-Doc
Teph - Hot Potato
* Night Kill and Gunsmith were faction duties
** Bus Driver was added to Mafia Team on D2 as a balance.
Mason, Bunyip, Mathmetician were never included in the game and saved as safe roles.
The rest you know
Nah this is sus.
Where’s Heavy?
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Oops I’m dead sorry for posting
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vig peace
##vote peace
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I’m the symp ❤️
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Assuming you’re the symp lol
if you’re town, do that but w/ peace
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