I was inside the game?
And yes I was completely blindsided and unprepared for your attack on me about carefully crafting posts - it still makes no sense to me. And Marsh was trying to eliminate me and I correctly argued that he was Town. Being a new player just makes you feel completely invisible. Not putting words in anyone's mouths but Gudrean said exactly the same thing in the Among Us game. If you say something clever, you are being coached. No one pays attention to your reads, no one cares about your opinion. It is tough to take when the game takes such an investment of time, effort and stress.
I probably should have realised I was poorly equipped for the emotional rollercoaster, but I have genuinely tried my best.