Yes, I'm the real deal. I've never been anything but 100% sincere in any of the games. Which does make a lot of the comments about my personality cut rather close to the bone, lol.
At times I have definitely felt like the little kid who finally gets to play with the bigger, cooler kids but no one passes them the ball and everyone makes fun of them, and if they complain they get told "it's only a game".
There we have a fairly tragic window into my soul and my daily struggles with inadequacy. As I've mentioned before, it sucks to be me, lol.