My Life In Lyrical Song(s)

[Xamol Na]

So, this will probably make NO SENSE WHATSOEVER! But it was part of my therapy and it makes sense to me! Basically, I love music so I was asked to transform the last year of my life into a series of songs and their lyrics. Trust, the stuff WILL get happier! So, here goes:

 

Part One: My EX Boyfriend.

 

I was with a guy called Chris who really wasn't great. Constantly belittling and believed his life came before mine at all times. Refused to believe what happened in my past, accused me of cheating on him with my doctor (I didn't) and constantly was out with other girls rather than me.

 

Listen

To the song here in my heart

A melody I start but can't complete

Listen

To The Sound from deep within

It's only beginning to find released

 

Listen

I am alone at a crossroads

I'm not at home in my own home

And I've tried and tried

To say what's on my mind

You should have known

Now I'm done believing you

You don't know what I'm feeling

 

I'm more than what you made of me

I followed the voice you gave to me

But now I've got to find my own

 

I don't know where I belong

But I'll be moving on

If you don't

LISTEN

 

So, as you may have guessed, we broke up.I actually (weirdly) do believe that we would be together still if he came with a brain haha

 

There's a fire starting in my heart

Reaching a fever pitch and it's bringing me out the dark

Finally I can see you crystal clear

Go ahead and sell me out and I'll lay your **** bare

 

See how I'll leave with every piece of you

Don't under-estimate the things that I will do

There's a fire starting in my heart

Reaching a fever pitch and it's bringing me out the dark

 

The scars of your love

Remind me of us

They keep me thinking that we almost had it all

The scars of your love

They leave me breathless

I can't help feeling

 

We could've had it all

Rolling in the deep

You had my heart inside of your hand

And you played it to beat

 

Believe it or not, he actually came begging back.

(Two mixed songs:)

 

You tell me that you're sorry

Didn't think I'd turn around and say:

It's too late to apologize

 

You can't play on broken strings

You can't feel anything

That your heart don't want to feel

I can't tell you something that ain't real

The truth hurts

A lie's worse

How can I give anymore

When I love you a little less than before

 

 

And that's about all that's worth saying on him haha

 

SONGS:

 

Listen, Beyonce

One Republic, Apologize

Adele, Rolling In The Deep

James Morrison, Broken Strings

[Niniel]

Expressing feelings in this way is great.

[Xamol Na]

Oh? Good. Really don't want to annoy/depress/whatever people!

[ruairidh7]

The lyrics are better than most songs I hear on the radio, so a big thumbs up for that

 

That guy having a brain is a pretty huge caveat don't you think?

[Smiley73]

The lyrics are better than most songs I hear on the radio, so a big thumbs up for that

 

That guy having a brain is a pretty huge caveat don't you think?

 

guys without brains are plentiful, believe me, I go to a boy's school and you won't believe the amount of facepalmable things I hear and see

[Smiley73]

tell us more Xamol, my interest has been piqued

[Xamol Na]

Okay, I shall add the next part later. mainly because I keep forgetting haha XD