[s]Goal: 100,000 New Goal: 200,000[/s] New Goal: 250.000

[Crimson_Ayla]

and nose

[Mrs. Cindy Gill]

ok, they called me.

 

that went much worse than i could have expected.

 

but killed the bottle and getting another one.

[Crimson_Ayla]

heads, shoulders, knees and toes

[Crimson_Ayla]

*hugs cindy*

[Leelou]

*hugs Cindy*

[Mrs. Cindy Gill]

*drinks hard*

[paetric]

Who called what?

[Mrs. Cindy Gill]

my mom and my sister called me.

 

i'd been putting it off cause i can't quite fake not miserable atm.

 

but they called me and i answered the phone.

 

mom spent 20 minutes being angry with me for not faking happy better. which having known me as long as she has, was a bit much to expect. and she had a head start on the bottle, and that never works well.

 

i'm catching up now, but it was rough going for a bit.

[Mrs. Cindy Gill]

i'm leaving aunt jean for tomorrow. and the great lord help me if i forget and answer the phone again tonight.

[Crimson_Ayla]

Night all :)

 

I hope you feel better soon cindy.

[Mrs. Cindy Gill]

night, ayla.

 

the mood will swing back. always does. and back again.

[Crimson_Ayla]

like a monkey :)

[Mrs. Cindy Gill]

or a swing

[Crimson_Ayla]

a monkey on a swing. dancing.

[paetric]

And falling

[Mrs. Cindy Gill]

hanging on.

[paetric]

Falling, falling, falling

[Mrs. Cindy Gill]

And falling

 

 

yes, that one.

[paetric]

To the ground

[paetric]

Faster and faster

[Mrs. Cindy Gill]

Falling, falling, falling

 

 

yes, yes, yes.

[paetric]

The ground comes into focus

[paetric]

Rushing up to meet you

[Mrs. Cindy Gill]

Faster and faster

 

 

to the ground, crashing hard.

 

yes.

 

exactly.

 

thank you for finding the right words for me.

[paetric]

Faster and faster