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[Mrs. Cindy Gill]

[Mrs. Cindy Gill]

ok, gotta settle down a bit and do some stuff... let it get too happy and it dips later.

 

just gonna coast right here in the sweet spot as long as i can.

[Mrs. Cindy Gill]

wouldn't it be cool if it didn't dip at all. can't imagine what it would take... but it's nice now anyway.

[Smiley73]

yay happiness

[Mrs. Cindy Gill]

Bye.....

 

 

*HUGS!*

[Mrs. Cindy Gill]

yay happiness

 

 

yay!

 

yay for every little scrap of it.

 

and yay for everything else too.

 

cause how would i know i was happy if i was never...

 

yay!

[Smiley73]

HUGS? So you are better, that is good

[Mrs. Cindy Gill]

i am bipolar.... dont usually cycle moods this fast... used to be a depression would last years... but eventually...

 

maybe this isn't the same as that. hard to do a mnetal status exam on yourself.

 

yes, better than this morning definitely. and better than the middle of the night. and better than right after having to re-clean everything and take another shower and worry about the cats and..

 

um.

 

yes.

 

good.

 

trying to work... will succeed eventually... high hopes and all.

 

i'd have posted it's a good day for being alive as well as high hopes if either of the computers im using would let me but they wont or i cant figure out how...

 

um.

 

better.

 

YAY.

[Smiley73]

[Mrs. Cindy Gill]

lol. exactly.

[Smiley73]

i am bipolar.... dont usually cycle moods this fast... used to be a depression would last years... but eventually...

 

maybe this isn't the same as that. hard to do a mnetal status exam on yourself.

 

yes, better than this morning definitely. and better than the middle of the night. and better than right after having to re-clean everything and take another shower and worry about the cats and..

 

um.

 

yes.

 

good.

 

trying to work... will succeed eventually... high hopes and all.

 

i'd have posted it's a good day for being alive as well as high hopes if either of the computers im using would let me but they wont or i cant figure out how...

 

um.

 

better.

 

YAY.

 

better than being melancholy

[Smiley73]

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[Mrs. Cindy Gill]

is melancholy what they call depression there? i am primarily, but not as bad as most, and not nearly as bad as i was when i was young.

 

they used to call it that here, so i think it's the same thing. lot of gradations of severity.

 

i blame the taint...

[Smiley73]

[Smiley73]

is melancholy what they call depression there? i am primarily, but not as bad as most, and not nearly as bad as i was when i was young.

 

they used to call it that here, so i think it's the same thing. lot of gradations of severity.

 

i blame the taint...

 

no that's still depression, melancholy doesn't sound as medically serious

[Mrs. Cindy Gill]

words words words.

 

meh. there's way worse things to have and we'll get most of them eventually.

 

still a good day.

 

working and actually getting things done. yay.

[Smiley73]

i blame the taint...

 

don't we all

[Crimson_Ayla]

I blame seaweed. And cushions.

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why would you blame cushions? You don't want to turn them against you

[Mrs. Cindy Gill]

sounds very spongebobby

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[Lanthirrhos]

this thread is over 9000.

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