[s]Goal: 100,000 New Goal: 200,000[/s] New Goal: 250.000

[mmeeshal]

it's the endless lsiting and frenzied searching for activity that's forced. or seems to be.

 

it something's working, from what i recall, you just kinda do what's fun without looking up lists like this.

It's rare the person who knows everything there is to do on the internet.... I don't know anyone who has an internal list off the top of their head for every situation ever...that never runs dry....

 

I dunno--I don't believe at all in the idea that relationships shouldn't ever require effort. I think people who believe that are setting themselves up for failure.

 

And it's not "endless listing and frenzied searching for activity..." Dunno where you get that. It's a list that's been compiled over years of things people have suggested, from experience, that are fun to do with someone who's not right there. I'm just going through it, because I started looking at it and I got sucked in. XD

 

Mom's probably going to kick me off the internet soon, though. She's mad at me. So I'm done listing for now, I guess.

[mmeeshal]

Oh, good, maybe not. I do have exams to take soon, after all...

[mmeeshal]

But she's still mad at me.

[Leelou]

WOOOHOOO!!! I'm in a really great mood!!! *runs through the thread*

[mmeeshal]

Gone back to that whole "making generalizations" thing that pissed me off so much when I was younger...

[mmeeshal]

Yay! How come?

[Leelou]

I <3 my friends!

[mmeeshal]

Friends are awesome...

[mmeeshal]

Making up a quiz right now...

[mmeeshal]

It's harder than it sounds...because I am not full of originality. >.>

[mmeeshal]

Yay for randomness...maybe I'll put some serious, factual questions in there, too!

[mmeeshal]

That was depressingly short. XD

[mmeeshal]

Hmmm...trying to decide if I should stay here and talk to myself in an effort to alleviate the loneliness, or just do my assignments and go curl up in a ball somewhere.

[mmeeshal]

The answer is whichever is more emotionally productive.

[mmeeshal]

If I keep posting...it's not much different from just letting thoughts running through my head...but it feels like I'm actually doing something.

[mmeeshal]

Instead of being immobilized or something....

[mmeeshal]

Aaahhhh, that's so tempting...can't let that happen....

[mmeeshal]

Don't give up, don't let this cripple you, not at all...

[mmeeshal]

Deep breathing...

[mmeeshal]

It's okay....

[mmeeshal]

It won't always be like this.

[mmeeshal]

It's okay....

[mmeeshal]

They don't really all hate you...promise....

[mmeeshal]

It's just a feeling; it will pass.

[mmeeshal]

You'll be fine.