Having had "RJ" (wow that feels so personal!) in my life for some time now, seeing me through my first tat, finals and college graduation, too many lovers, marriage, kids, new homes, towns, jobs..... etc.. I've come to rely on the "next" book to sustain my fantasy need and long story short, I AM IN NEED.
And thus because of my selfishness, I have been *takes a deep breath* cursing Jordans name lately. Yes, I have been wishing ill on him. So out of anger, I broke down and looked up when his next book would be out.... and found this site. I feel like a huge heel, shame and saddness have overwhelmed me. Made my husband make dinner because I was too sad.
I wanted to say that I was SORRY to RJ and his family, and to all the fans of WOT. I know you had no idea that I was being so horrible, but I do. And I wanted to send some prayers out for him. So, RJ, fight this thing, and fans thanks for such a great site. I will wait more patiently.