The aMoL 'Memories of Light' Releases in Wheel of Time Books Posted December 16, 2012 · Edited December 16, 2012 by Kittyspagitty Personally, I was quite shocked reading Egwene's memory. She sounds so detached. As if she doesn't care whether Rand did something to be proud of or not. At least, the way I read it, she realized she is not proud of Rand's action that she's contemplating. For me, that doesn't bode well. As if she's going to decide to do something fully opposite to whatever Rand is going to suggest/plan.