[s]Goal: 100,000 New Goal: 200,000[/s] New Goal: 250.000

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I need new clothes. My wardrobe has shrunk so much in the past few months, and it's not very diverse. I have like 2 skirts I can wear to church and maybe 3 tops, and then those ALSO serve as part of my regular tops for the every-day wardrobe...and I have like 3 other tops aside from that. Good thing I stay in my PJs all day sometimes. It's a wardrobe-saver.

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I was all excited about this gift card because I can get new clothes now.

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I don't have any pants that fit me that aren't PJs or sweatpants, so that would be a great place to start.

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But, no, not enough time, nothing that fit....

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Yaaay.... And I didn't hold it against her personally, but I am feeling more than a bit envious of Cat, because she had a BLAST tonight. She got a TON of new clothes, and they're all really cute, and she's super-excited.

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And she didn't pay for ANY of it.

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All I did was spend $20 I didn't have on 3 books and a pair of cheap gloves that I'm not going to read/use for a long time anyway. And I ONLY went so I could get clothes.

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We went to Wendy's after we left Kohl's a little after 10, so Mom got me a Caramel Apple Parfait and a Wildberry Lemonade, as well as a drink for her and Cat, too. The parfait was the redeeming part of the night, I think.

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But I'm still really crushed about tonight. I didn't really have fun at all. It was just a big load of anxiety and depression and frustration.

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I think I'm gonna read some more Baby Blues to cheer me up before bed.

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Which reminded me that that dumb dog we're sitting peed in my room not too long ago.

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Ugh.

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And that during winter my hips always ache at night. Well, "ache" isn't a strong enough word. They HURT. REALLY bad. Like, I wake up and whimper because they hurt so much. They, like...cramp, or something. I dunno. But they ache all day afterward. Last night was the first time it got bad; once or twice earlier this month I had a little pain, but I didn't really notice it. Last night, I had to spend a few minutes adjusting my back and stretching my hips and rearranging myself so I could fall back asleep.

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And my right hip hasn't stopped hurting all day.... Yay, winter.

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I've been thinking maybe it's the cold, but even when I'm SUPER-bundled up, and I feel toasty warm...the hips.

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So I dunno.

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ROFL

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