Need a Little Time to Wake Up
spigots or caudrens
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(What's the Story?) Morning Glory: [[
This was the first, well... I say non-single I liked, but it was a single... just not on my local radio. *smiles* After several listen-throughs of the albums back after buying it, this was the main song that stood out of otherwise boggy bullshit. I've not magically become an Oasis fan since I've 'become British' (nevermind that I'm not a citizen yet, and outside of speaking more dialects of English, am the same person), but I figured this did the trick for filling my song 'requirement' this morning.
Really, I'm not sure why I'm still doing this. This place is pretty damned dead, and I'm sure the fact that it keeps being shoved back into maintenance mode doesn't help encourage people to want to be around. Plus, it makes me rather uncomfortable that one of my friends keeps evincing amazement about this whole blogging thing. I don't do this to be the bestest most popular blogger, and I resent anything coached to me in forms of popularity playing games - I'm not five, and don't do that shit. Honestly, why do so many people think in such gross terms? I'd rather NOT blog than hear that kind of crap - I do not, repeat, do not work on those terms. I appreciate being recognized for the things I do - I'm human, after all. But considering I routinely shed people from my life for trying to drag me into these childish games? Yeah...
But unfortunately, that's how people around here work. 'Everyone' supposedly is just trying to one up each other, rather than working together to try to make things better. It's kind of really gross, and I accept, never going to change. But that's why I fade, I fade... there's just really nothing for me here (outside of friends, obviously, but I do encourages those to connect to me outside of these confines). And, thinking about it, why do I even want to stick around through the last book? The only people I've talked about the last two with aren't even from here - one is from a very minor backwater (who happens to be my dungeon master), and the other was a friend from high school.
Anyways, my apologies - I didn't mean to take such a gloomy turn. But that's part of why I blog in the morning - I'm not awake, so my walls are down more. I consider it a fun experiment to try and let nearly pure and unfiltered thought come out. Though I am a guarded person, I generally do my best to give as true and honest a slice of me upon request, but... perhaps I'm more guarded than I think, and this is more the real me? Eh well, these are all questions for warmer days, and these days are the coldest yet. *smiles and waits for snow*
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